While we glamorize modelling and often forget about the life and person behind the image, I think it's prudent that we see their story and place in life:
what a difference a year makes…
I turn 23 today (Jordan Year) I never made a deal about Birthdays but this one just feels so damn good. A little over a year ago i wrote this poem:
I’m suicide prone when I’m home and alone
And right now I’m home just me and my I phone
I live on Brooklyn..and got AtandT service
So I tried to ask for help..but nobody heard this
Not my phone I..I mean me my
Lifes worth living..
But **** I just font feel worthy
I’m 22 now but I’ll blow my brains out by thirty
Oh theres a 22 wow..but before the fame are you sure G?
so I Load it - and hold it
I said I meant it
And now I’m here and I’m so ****ing tempted
But no ****ing attempt ****
I’m Cruising until mission complete
My soul is itching to flea
from This burden
that burden is me
So it’s cocked back and loaded
It’s heavy when I hold it
Feel the weight on my shoulders
Maybe if I unload it
I can just breathe
And today i woke up and am in such a better place..and nothing has changed all the same. I guess i am telling you this because i know there is some depressed ****s out there…and i just want y’all to know that in short time you can feel better about life. Its all just a mental state…i mean I’m still broke spending every penny on photoshoots, still not as healthy as i would like to be, still not, still not and blah blah blah
But i am so happy to be here and to have this year Thankyou all to those that have supported me and my photography over the years..i hope to bring you much more over the next few.
C'mon we ll know that he have girlfriend,and we all know that she is a lesbian,(sadly there will be no future for them...lol...)
If im not wrong the Arizona thing,was just a response to someone asking him on twitter who he wish to work with as a female model in the future? and he reply Arizona!!