i have looked through this thread quite alot but wonder if her April 2007 post has been quoted..
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2007/04/30
daulmonster recently
is doing well. too busy traveling
like 3 countries in one week
its overwhelming and i am
going to smash my face with
this hammer,
so you will probably not
see daul as so often as before.
but you will see daulmonster as she lives
inside ur heart forever.
my life as daul was so miserable and lonely.
please join my loneliness in another world.
i love you all.
daul
KIDDING . im fine. just tired.
[quote]
obviously she has harbored this thought for over two years,
not a spontaneous action-
this is what her goodbye may have been if her life had been cut even shorter.
i felt her soul in her non verbal goodbye two days ago.