I'm so happy I got this mag today

was at this small bookshop and they happen to import it in faster than Borders.
Anyways, I am really saddened by Kim Noorda's article.

It's like a personal recount of her struggles with weight. Throughout her journal, from Jan 2009 until Jan 2010, she's gaining weight bit by bit.
Quotes from the article:
"She told me 5 pounds is not that much, and probably no one would see it. I told her that people in the fashion industry see every gram of fat..."
"Every season I gained a little weight, and every time it felt like I was doing fewer shows."
"The board showed that she had only booked skinny girls. i didn't know if the pair of trousers was really too small or if I have become so much heavier than the rest. What I do know is that I could not get them zipped up with all my strength."
"At Alberta Ferretti I can't help noticing or imagining that they think I'm too big. Not what they wanted. I just try my best. At Lanvin I get canceled on the second day; they want a blonder girl. Next is Givenchy, with two models who are a lot skinnier. I try, but the shoot does not seem to work."