maraschin0
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Because I AM
I never realized the extent of my addiction until I won my Vivienne Westwood mary janes just now. Last night I set my timer to 10 hours, and I woke up this morning and rushed towards the computer right away. I always bid during the last 10 minutes, so I quickly sat down in front of the monitor and refreshed the page about 50 times. My heart started beating like crazy, I kept thinking, what would I do if I didn't win?? I assured myself it wouldn't happen, but has the auction become near a close my heart started beating faster and faster, and my face became redder and redder. Until when I've won the auction, then I can heave a big sigh and my heartbeat goes back to normal.
Is this normal? Are any of you like this too??
I never realized the extent of my addiction until I won my Vivienne Westwood mary janes just now. Last night I set my timer to 10 hours, and I woke up this morning and rushed towards the computer right away. I always bid during the last 10 minutes, so I quickly sat down in front of the monitor and refreshed the page about 50 times. My heart started beating like crazy, I kept thinking, what would I do if I didn't win?? I assured myself it wouldn't happen, but has the auction become near a close my heart started beating faster and faster, and my face became redder and redder. Until when I've won the auction, then I can heave a big sigh and my heartbeat goes back to normal.
Is this normal? Are any of you like this too??