And this is from Flare. Dec 2005.
The Sweet & Lowdown
Top model and mom Carolyn Murphy proves nice girls do finish first
By Amanda Luttrell Garrigus; Photography by Max Abadian
Carolyn Murphy is a contradiction. Not by what she says but simply because of who she is. The beautiful 5’9” self-professed bottled blonde (“I am not a natural blonde”) is at once glamorous and earthy, worldly and homegrown, exotic and familiar. She arrives for this month’s FLARE cover shoot on the beach in Malibu solo—no entourage, no attitude and full of apologies for showing up a little late. “I hate being late, but my four-year-old daughter didn’t want to go to camp this morning and I had a doctor’s appointment, so I got held up.” Then, the supermodel-turned-super-single-mom shakes her head of curly hair as if to shake off the morning chaos and, shifting gears with apparent ease, gathers herself and offers an inviting smile. “Where do you want me?”
Murphy was just 18 years old when she embarked on her whirlwind journey toward fame and fortune, something the Panama City, Fla.-born 32-year-old claims she never aspired to. “I wanted to be a hippie in a commune or an artist.” In spite of herself, Murphy discovered she had a talent for exuding glamour and in short order captured some of the most prestigious modeling contracts, including recent campaigns for Fendi and Harry Winston, plus scoring the coveted spot on the cover of the 2005 Sports Illustrated swimsuit issue.
Today, Murphy can be counted among the world’s true supermodels. And as the face of Estée Lauder, along with the highly anticipated Tom Ford Estée Lauder Collection, she has signed what are probably the most lucrative contracts of her career. Still, Murphy manages to keep not only her figure in check (“I gained 65 pounds during my pregnancy and, well, [my butt area], it’s never been the same”) but her ego as well. “I don’t know that I am beautiful by people telling me that I am beautiful. In fact, that’s when I trust it the least. Being on the cover of magazines and representing Estée Lauder doesn’t make me greater than another woman.”
There is something authentic about Murphy. And although you may want to place her on a pedestal, it’s just not somewhere she’s comfortable. “I never believed in my own success,” she says. “I’ve had a hard time owning it, for whatever psychological reasons. And I’m very thankful for that, because right now, at my age, I’m at a place where I’m really accepting of all of it.” No longer shy about her achievements, Murphy has claimed her rank at the forefront of the modeling business, competing with girls half her age. From a wide-eyed teen model to a strong, independent woman, she’s finally enjoying her successes.
Two hours after she arrives, the shoot is wrapped and Murphy, despite her tight schedule, takes the time to talk to everyone on set and thank them. Minutes after slipping out of an Oscar de la Renta evening gown and wiping the makeup from her face, she sits down and sheds light on the myths of supermodeldom.
The Myths of Supermodeldom
Myth #1: Supermodels don’t eat.
“The anorexia thing—I always hate to tell people this, but most of these girls are just young. They’re tall and thin and they’re genetically predisposed and that’s why they are models. I think in all my years modeling I’ve known one [anorexic model].”
Myth #2: They’re high maintenance.
“There are just not that many divas. Most of these girls are down-to-earth and professional.”
Myth #3: They’re egomaniacs.
“It’s a misconception that we don’t have self-esteem issues. In fact, it’s probably the opposite because we’re constantly under a microscope. I’m my own worst critic. I’m constantly striving to be a better mom, a better person, a better career woman, a better artist. I think it’s like this for all women—sometimes you feel beautiful and sometimes you just don’t. Then you have PMS and you’re a nutcase and you can’t stand yourself.”
Myth #4: They have the perfect head of hair.
“I have curly, bleached hair. It’s dry and frizzy. And I surf, so the saltwater makes it worse. I wear it pulled back most of the time because I can’t deal with it. I wish I had Rapunzel hair that went down to my butt in my natural hair colour. But that’s not the reality—it turns brassy orange and I have to dye it [regularly]. It’s so high maintenance.”
Murphy’s Laws
1) Keep your skin clean.
“I believe in using a really great cleanser and moisturizer. I use Perfectly Clean Splash Away Foaming Cleanser by Estée Lauder and swear by their Advanced Night Repair Protective Recovery Complex. And I love Idealist Micro-D Deep Thermal Refinisher, too, because it’s something you can use at home a few times a week and it’s not really harsh. I’ve never had microdermabrasion.”
2) Exercise and meditate.
“I’m Rollerblading and doing lunges all the time [to improve my butt area] and I practise yoga and meditation. Surfing for me is a sort of meditation—I can go out and sit by myself in the water and reflect. I feel really at home in the water and especially in the ocean. It revitalizes me and makes me feel alive.”
3) Don’t wear too much makeup.
“I don’t wear makeup on my days off, but for special occasions I love Re-Nutriv Intensive Concealing Duo by Estée Lauder. It’s really smooth, creamy and light and then I put on LashXL Maximum Length Mascara and a great gloss. If I’m feeling really daring I’ll do a smoky eye or a red lip.”
