Love
After a long period of waiting, the dust has finally settled. I have never been in love, but I think my collaboration with Estee Lauder would be similar to such a precious connection. At first it was a rendezvous that had to be kept secret, then one where we could briefly grasp hands...but now I can finally announce to the world that I am in a beautiful relationship!
Los Angeles seems to be a fateful place for me. Even though the trip from NYC is quite a long plane ride, even crossing multiple timezones, some of the most memorable parts of my life have now occurred there. Whether it was Estee Lauder or CK, so many of those shoots took place in L.A. My life’s goal has always been simple – initially I only wished to walk a few shows, then model for some decent jobs, then perhaps trek to the catwalks of the four international fashion capitals or become a top model on rankings. These hopes were always kept silent within me, but they always drove me to diligent pursuit. Beyond my greatest expectations, step-by-step each wish came true. But after accomplishing everything else, I finally had an even greater, more impossible goal – to represent a brand on a global standpoint. Estee Lauder was definitely one of the few names I privately considered.
A few months ago, the plan for fulfilling this latest wish began to manifest, but my heart remained quite unsettled, as if I was young again and fearing that an unexpected rainstorm would negatively affect a beautiful Spring field trip for school. Whenever I was asked to think about any aspect of the situation, I became somewhat nervous, but still anticipatory.
But now, all the fears have been alleviated. My new “love” has gone public, and I can finally openly declare my own feelings. We can finally go out on the town hand-in-hand!
My greatest gratitude goes out to my New York agency and everyone there who have given their full effort to push me to great heights. I also want to thank you all my family, friends, and supporters all over the world. But alas, this is anything but an “awards acceptance speech” – it’s simply a joyous declaration from a young woman who cannot contain her excitement any longer.