i feel the same way...there has been so much said over the years..so much written....i don't believe that she would have taken a chance in messing up the life that took her so long to have....i'm not saying that she and rj had a fairy tale life...what i am saying is that they were two human beings who loved each other. there was a special bond there. i'm sure they fought...natalie had a lot of fire in her so some of those fights must have been huge, but most couples fight...but i don't think she cheated...flirt, yes...natalie was a flirt,,,,but cheat, no....that's my opinion....i think that there are many things that have been written about her that are inaccurate...things that would not have been written if she were alive...i remember when she died. at first the press paid tribute, then all the gossip started. she was not gone a week before the tabloid press started to speculate about who her first lover was.....it's easier to slander someone when they are gone. i go by instinct when it comes to believing and not believing when it comes to natalie...