im home.
10:21 pm
Church was good today,
got there late
2:00 pm because i slept most of the morning
so much things to do
tried to focus on worship,
but my mind was so much the things i have to do
for the show
got a call about 12:30 last night, from my Pr people.
all kinds of drama.
the very same things i was trying to avoid, seems to be happening.
We have only a short time to put this together and im having all kinds of overnight surprises,
anyway, gotta stay focused
sometimes i feel like i need a gun..................
well forget that,
dont need any guns, just a little angry and frustated sometimes.
i really am trying to make this work,
its just so hard........
and PPl make it unneccessarily difficult sometimes
a lesson to all aspiring designers
make sure you make a lot of connections in the industry very early
also make sure you do background research on eveyone you try to work with
it will save you a whole lot of heart ache and pain
also, shows are very important
but selling clothes is much much more important..
im looking forward to tomorrow , monday and tuesday.
hopefully the clothes will be finished then.
or at least almost finished
then i can focus on accessories and the shoes.
speaking of shoes.........
i bought two pairs yesterday.
same style, different colours
i think they are the ones i will be using.
i have to wait until tuesday. i need the model sizes from my casting director.
i will be customizing the shoes that i bought
have this really great idea for them
wont reveal anything as yet though
i want it to be seen before it is spoken of................
10:35
im tired, very tired
i think im taking the night off
wont be sewing tonite
i will start early tommorow
i need to rest that i can be at full strength tommorow
say a prayer for me.
hope everything works out
God Bless
Zamb