and another thing...and i know this sounds crazy but what if you don't want to be "high fashion"? What if you just want to get the commercial jobs and the chance to get home now and then? What if they keep wanting you to go to Greece or tokyo or Singapore and you just want to stay where you're at? I'll tell you the answer to that one. You are just s**t out of luck. Everyone else thinks you're nuts but then again they're not the ones that have to leave everything behind on a gamble.