my appearance is quite important to me....i do focus on it in my quiet moments quite a bit....take a glance at a mirror here and a car window there lol sometimes it depends on the day and on my mood, but my mostly i am somewhat concerned about how i look...my hair, face, skin, clothes etc
as for the attractive thing....its a toughie! for some reason i just never believe people....no matter what people say, how emphatic they are and how often they say it, it just doesnt matter to me...nothing seems to change that. i think i am probably fairly attractive, by other people's standards...i have guys hitting on me fairly often enough and i catch people looking at me sometimes...quite often i think its more how i dress and my overall image rather than some striking facial feature, which i dont believe i have. i have moments when i slap on my makeup and dress up where i can feel pretty, and those are nice moments, but i'm not angelina jolie, imo lol i was in a relationship not long ago where she told me we'd walk down the street together and she'd see someone turn around to take a second glance at me at least every few minutes, but that i was completely oblivious to it and would never see my own attractiveness... i dont know if i believe that. sometimes i think people are drawn more often to the energy and feel of a person than purely their physical appearance, so maybe energy wise there's something about me, but purely physically i'm probably just fairly attractive....i'm not ugly, i know that....but like i said, definitely no angelina jolie.