and may be I need some explanation about my huge escalation of angry..
but first,let me respond on Johny
have things to do other than respond ...be sure..me too!
am i more skilled..? no..only more devoted...or bad positionated in life..that's why I dig model agencies..that is way to see the scans from different magazines..
who can tell wich magazine used jack Brennan
http://www.fashionworld.it/immagini/GGjack45.jpg
and please,jamie del moon's last session...visible at successmodels.com
you all remeber my cry for arena homme ,or for some scans..
so after a 45 days in the 10th of december i received it..god bless designer elia,who is born where i am born,but he plays design in milan
there should be retrospection..far away in years.
it was 1987..Bulgaria,winter,totalitarian regime...
me-post punk(today I am not stoping to laugh,how i was dare to definate myself as postpunk..heh,heh)
no music...
only magazines...because the drivers of T.I.R bought them...
and many heavy metal..bundes (BRD heavy metal-most disgusting style)
so there was a new romantic wave band in Bulgaria and i was a close friend with the leather..actually he is the reason for the fall of communism ,not dissidents,who wrote articles about literature in universities..)
so he meet a gay in a small city (Vratza) who had a 150 tapes of music..bands we never suspect they exist..
so this guy Alexander (rest in pease,Sasho) rec music to the leader of the band ,who play with his band at this time in Finland 's restaurants...because he gain more in finish restaurants than as a musicient of most eminent band in Bulgaria who can get 15 000 on stadiums..
So the girlfriend of the keyboard player recorded for me a tape with one peace from Clock DVA,TC Matic ,tuxedomoon,Plais Shaumberg,Holger Hiller
and i was devastated...
two days i take the train 450 km from my city to hims...in cold winter only to meat this guy Alexander in Vratza...
and I spend whole day hazardously looking at him(I had description..so i was addressed and I met his mother-a russian woman..and i left two tapes -if he is keen-to do some bauhaus or tuxedomoon...because he was not in vratza..
so we find each other and then I traveled to vratza almost 10 times ..
while my aunt sannds me tapes from London...
but when I returns in my city I felt tired..noone shared same enthousiasm and everyone relied on my struggles in spaces and times..
here is the double bind ..
on the one side if I continued to give them everything they will never trying to found a music..
but if I don't gave them this music I risc to be condemned to be alone bird in a city shaped by the model of military cities...60 km from Turkish frontier