When he was alive he did so much work and contributed so much to the world. So, when his day would come (death) he would never be forgotten.
Even though people really don't care anymore about the passing (sobbing and crying and talking about it everyday) that doesn't mean that people don't care for him and his work in some way. Michael Jackson changed they way people saw other races, music, passion, art, movement, ect.
Even if people don't know it, He completely changed the world in the 80's. Certain things can happen because of him and people dream so much bigger. Remember the first time you saw thriller and what you thought, how your mind was blown? Over 80% of the population in the whole world over the age of 9yrs can say Yes.
Things will get better, think about the positive things that are going to happen for his legacy. He would most likely want you to be happy, live a long life, make your dreams come true, and keep him in your heart.
Trust me the generations in the future will adore him and wish they were alive when he was alive.
My advice would be not to dwell on death, b/c those kinds of thoughts will suck you in and put a damper on your life. Remember the good times of his life. Value the time you had with that person, don't dwell on the time that you won't have or the negatives.
Maybe you should visit his resting place and feel the energy, you will find your way to go on.
Don't focus on trying to get people to feel what you feel, just value how you feel about him, that is what should be important to you.
Try to search for peace and happiness in your love for him and his love for his fans.
I hope you feel betterB)