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Second part (not the last
Oasis in hell
A few hours before this, I get out of the rented car (my shoes are wet, the driver got lost and I had to get out of the car and ask for a direction) and enter the wooden and a bit rickety door of Natalia’s house – in press, constantly talking about her happiness mixing it with rumors about her upcoming divorce, they call this house a manor. It is called “Mill house”, because it was rebuilt of the old mill. The wooden stairway leading to the living room was decorated with a knitted countryside-styled rug and ended up with a small gate that closed the stairway from children, so they don’t fall down. Natalia’s youngest children – Neva and Victor – were riding that very gate with a happy yell and risking to pinch their fingers.
Natalia wore a faded stretched skirt, washed-out shapeless sweater and her hair was messy. She was trying to cook a dinner for children. A whole army of women, as if they were picked from a home catalog, was helping her: a nicest buxom Russian-speaking nanny, a decisive-looking strict female friend in square glasses, first assistant with a laptop, second assistant with a car keys from Vauxhall (Opel in Britain) – she was about to go to do some orders, but couldn’t leave for some reason.
Angel Neva was running around a huge kitchen table and kept throwing a pink teddy pig to me every circle she made. Angel Viktor crawled onto his mother’s laps, took my milk and started to pour it from milk jug into a cup and then from a cup into the milk jug, while little boy is allergic to milk. Neva took all the cups away from Viktor and he started crying disconsolately. And then the eldest Natalia’s son Lucas came from school and brought a candle he made himself, which Viktor instantly broke and started crying again, but not because of the candle, but because he was hungry – the turkey was cooking too long…
Natalia was amazingly patient with her kids. She told crying Viktor: “My sweet little darling”, she said to naughty Neva: “Give him at least one cup”, she mended the broken candle so good, that Lucas, who went out to wash his hands, didn’t even notice anything. Natalia told me, that that house where she lives in Sussex – is an absolutely wonderful place, that there is a river outside, that about every three months her friends come over and they play intellectual games. That you can run to prepare for the Paris charity marathon (“Oh! I am training for 6 months already! I can easily run 12 miles, and I could run 24, but my knees hurt because of running and I don’t like running at all in general.”)
Or you can ride a bicycle, and once right before a big contract she was riding around and fell over the rudder, scratched her face on the rocks and lost the contract.
“And those people, you know, they didn’t even send me flowers, knowing what happened to me. That is so weird. I think you should respect a person, if you hire him for such a big money” – she shrugged her shoulders and it looked as if she believes that for advertising campaigns they hire a person, but not just his face and skin – if you are talking about cosmetics.
Viktor was raving. Neva was teasing a car in the corner. About cats: one of them belonged to Neva, the other one belonged to Viktor, an Lucas’ was ran over by a car the second he went outside. Lucas kept trying to tell me this story properly and in English, but that only made the atmosphere more noisy. And Natalia was showing the wonders of patience: “Just a minute, my baby… Don’t torture the cat, please, honey… Be patience, my love, you’ll have a chance to tell your story a bit later…’
It might have been not polite, but I asked her, how she manages to be so patient and stays calm in all that blond angel-looking gang?
“And how else?” – Natalia was surprised. – “How can I be patient about the rest of the world if I can’t even be patient with my own kids?”
And that moment I got it – the main occupation for a woman named Natalia (a celebrity, a beautiful rich woman) – is to be patient. That is why a model sits for hours and patiently waits for a stylist to make her hair and for photographer’s assistant to arrange the lightening.
In return she provides herself safety – at least in her own house.
She sincerely thinks that this house full of noisy kids is her safety island in the middle of a cruel world you can never escape. An oasis in hell, if you please.
The moment you stick your nose outside (like Lucas’ cat), you’ll know that is true. You can build a career, you can marry a baron, you can move to New York and by a spectacular penthouse on Manhattan with your young husband, but one day you’ll come up to the window with a beautiful view and see how Mohammed Atta is crushing into the left tower of the World Trade Centre on a high-jacked plane. Natalia saw it. And you can enter the suit of an expansive hotel in Moscow, fall on the bed, switch on the TV and see how some terrorist called Magas or Colonel is high-jacking the Beslan school.
Because around us is hell. We are in hell. All we can do is make some small asylums in this hell with some kind of wellbeing – like her house, that smells a baked turkey (“Oh! It’s ready now! We are about to eat, my darling!”), like playgrounds for children that she builds in small Russian towns, like fashion shows and finally like good parties.
Along with the turkey she puts a DVD-player on the table. Natalia turns on the cartoon about “Cheburashka” and instantly children stop fighting and screaming and are glued to the screen, because there is an oasis of happiness for them. And Natalia goes upstairs to change into the evening dress, high heels and red gloves over her elbows, because you can only leave your fortress well-prepared – with weapon and armor.
Translated by me