It's crazy for me to think that I heard about Heath's death less than 3 hours after it happened. My friend texted me at 5:12pm with the news. I don't think I'd even hear that fast if it was a close friend that passed away.

I had a friend die about a year ago and I didn't hear about it until about 8 hours after it happened. It's crazy how fast news can spread now via the media... It shows how entangled all of us are in it!
To those that think we are being unreasonable talking about Heath "as if we knew him", why should it matter if we mourn a person that impacted us, even if we never met him? When Princess Diana died, the world mourned. We mourn people's deaths because they had an impact on us. I love Heath because of his craft. He was an artist. Acting is an art (well, a good actor is an artist). I'm a hopeful filmmaker so I am extremely impacted by good acting and take inspiration from it. I feel like I grew up with Heath in a way.
In 1999
I was only 14 and I obsessed over "10 Things I Hate About You", a smart teen comedy for the time. Instantly I fell in love with Heath's acting. He was carefree and so natural and had such a fire to him!
In "The Patriot" a year later in 2000
I was 15 and cried and cried when Heath's character Gabriel died. That movie touched me deeply, because I had never seen a war movie with such heart before.
I loved 2001's "A Knight's Tale" despite it's not-so-great reviews. It was funny, cute, and original with it's modern-day soundtrack and lavish costumes. Heath's character in this movie really grabbed me because his acting seemed so natural, and his smile so genuine. Also the same year, I saw "Monster's Ball" and saw a different side of Heath which was refreshing and proved that he was an actor on the rise and one to watch.
I was 16.
I was 17 when "The Four Feathers" came out. It didn't get the greatest reviews yet again, but I enjoyed it. I'm a sucker for love stories that have some action to them.
2003's Australian film "Ned Kelly" was something I had been looking forward to for a long time before it's US release. It received great reviews in Australia, but somehow didn't make such a splash in the US. Maybe that's because it was an Australian story that many Aussies know, but not so many people from the US. Anyways, it was a fantastic story and Heath really stole the show from Orlando Bloom in it and proved that he was really starting to perfect his craft. That same year, "The Order" was released and though it's not my favorite role of Ledger's, I appreciate the fact that he was always taking chances as an actor and was making each role totally different from his last.
I was 18.
2005 was a big year for Heath. "Lords of Dogtown", "The Brothers Grimm", "Casanova", and of course "Brokeback Mountain" were released. I saw each and every one in the theatre. Each film and role couldn't have been more different! But of course we all know that his role in "Brokeback Mountain" solidified him as a great actor to watch!
I was 20.
2006's "Candy" was the last Ledger movie I've seen. The role was so different than anything else he's done! He played a very troubled man. I felt so much for Heath's character in this film.
I was 21.
Now
I'm 22 and Heath's gone. I will be seeing "I'm Not There" and "The Dark Knight" of course. But my growing up with Heath has ended. From age 14 to 22 he was my very favorite actor. That's 8 years! I've known good friends for less time than that. So of course his death is going to have an impact on me!
