COVER STORY
Sienna Miller's Untamed Heart
The passions and perils of Hollywood's It girl By Kate Meyers
All Photographs by Matt Jones
In her short but spectacular 25 years, Sienna Miller has launched fashion trends (cowboy boots, boho-chic tops), kissed the hired help, sexed-up some wickedly fun indie films (Layer Cake), as well as big-budget flops (Alfie), and been trumpeted in the tabloids as a winner in love (after becoming engaged to a newly single Jude Law in 2004) and then a loser (after Law cheated on her with his children’s nanny in 2005). Now, with her turn in this month’s Factory Girl as Edie Sedgwick, Andy Warhol’s tragic It girl who died of a drug overdose in 1971, the American-born, British-raised Miller hopes to add “became a serious actress” to her list of achievements. In her typical uninhibited way, she talked to LIFE about her mischief-making days—and why she hasn’t given up on love.
You started attending a British boarding school at age 8. Why so young?
It was this idyllic school. There were about 50 girls, and they said you could [bring] your pet rabbit, you could [bring] your pet pony. It was quite bohemian and, on paper, sounded great: pony, rabbit, school, let’s go!
Did you have a rabbit?
I had a rabbit and a pony. I was very spoiled. The rabbit was called Daisy. I got caught mating her with another rabbit and got into such trouble. The head of the school—who was 90 years old, fat, and in a wheelchair—[gave me] a black star for it, which was the worst thing you could get.
Did the high jinks continue throughout your school years?
I kissed the school gardener. He wasn’t some 50-year-old Scotsman with a ginger beard. He was actually quite good-looking. Well, not really, but when you’re at an all-girls boarding school and there are no boys around and there’s this guy in his twenties. . . . It was a dare, and I did it. There was another time we all snuck out and went to the pub and got drunk, then took off our clothes and streaked across the lacrosse pitch. We set off a stink bomb during an assembly. We got a strippergram to come on our last day of school, when the headmistress was giving her farewell speech.
Why all the mischief?
I was inherently rebellious, but because my parents were so open and loving, there wasn’t a lot to rebel against. I was sort of a ringleader for naughtiness. Not bad, not hurtful, just naughty.
Do you remember the moment when you thought, I want to be an actress?
I was a kid, watching Some Like It Hot. Mum put my hair in rollers, then took it out. We were laughing, pretending to be Marilyn Monroe. We were doing "boop-boop-be-do" into hairbrushes.
How long before you started getting roles?
I met with this great agent when I was a teenager. He said, "Go to drama school, and I’ll come see you in a play." I said, "Listen, just put me up for five things, and if I get one, then we both succeed, and if not, you never have to see me again.” He looked at me and said, "You can’t just walk in here and . . ." Then he started laughing and said, "I absolutely love that you said that. How can I say no?" So he took me on, and I got [part] number four. He still laughs about it. He says I signed him.
After going on to play Edie Sedgwick, did you find her hard to shake?
I researched [the role] for about a year. It had been so encompassing that after [filming ended] I left feeling like, "Who the hell am I now? Which part is me?" I couldn’t dance in any other way than the way Edie danced. I had her laugh. I didn’t want to take my black tights off because it had been my world for a while. I suppose I took it too far. But you know what? It was really fun being Edie Sedgwick.
Edie was shoved into the spotlight early on and fell apart. How have you kept sane and happy with all the publicity that has surrounded you?
I think Edie freaked out in a very physical way from an incredibly abusive upbringing. Her answer was to take drugs to escape. I’m quite happy living in reality. That’s not to say I don’t have some destructive qualities. I sometimes stay out too late. I don’t take the best care of myself. But I’m pretty responsible. Everything is stacked against you in this job because you’re encouraged to have everything revolve around you. Everyone lavishes you with praise. . . . I understand how people become egotistical. [But] I’m not deluded about myself. I don’t think I’m the be-all. I’m never good enough for myself, so I don’t have any belief in my own importance.
You’ve said that everything in your life has happened in the wrong order. Could you clarify that?
I meant it in terms of meeting Jude, us getting together, and being catapulted into an enormous spotlight before I’d ever had a film released. I feel like I’ve had more to fight against because people have preconceived ideas of who I am. I became famous for a reason other than my [work]. I work very, very hard. But [for the press] it was about the fashion, it was about the romance, it was about the drama of life. It was frustrating.
What did you learn from that relationship?
What makes me sad [is] that there was a loss of innocence on my part. I was blinded by being a romantic person. I sort of feel like, "What if I never love that vulnerably and that openly again?" But I feel like I’m really strong. I feel like I grew up. People have made such a huge deal of it. But every single woman I know has experienced the same thing—just not publicly. People would say “Poor her.” But it wasn’t the first time it’s happened to me—and it won’t be the last, I’m sure. Human nature is such that monogamy is a really hard thing to achieve.
So, people know you’re Jude’s ex. What don’t they know about you?
I have to sleep on the right side of the bed. I don’t know why. I wear silk pajamas from Shanghai Tang. I dip my French fries into chocolate milk shakes. I’ve never had a sex dream. When I was at school, friends used to come downstairs with huge smiles on their faces, having had these amazing dreams. I’ve never had one.
What’s your idea of a perfect date?
In England a date is "You fancy getting a pint down at the pub?" We don’t date, so I’m unfamiliar with the concept. I think a little restaurant where you don’t order, the chef just brings out whatever they’ve got. Then maybe go see some music. Or go dancing. I’ve yet to have it, so I guess I’ll let you know.
This could be a defining year in terms of work—you’ve got Factory Girl and two other movies coming out. But how would you define yourself?
I’m just gonna blurt [it out] because then it will be honest: enthusiastic, sensitive, stubborn, funny, insecure, loving, happy. Is it arrogant to say all those things? See! Insecure.
Do you want to get married and have children?
I can’t wait. In a world where you’re encouraged to have your universe revolve around yourself, suddenly it doesn’t. I know I want that because I have way too much love to give. If I have a child, it can all go there. Life, I think, will suddenly make sense.
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