My mother was a model, and I always idolised her, but when I was a kid we were always very very poor, so much so we had a falling apart rotting kitchen and couldn't pay bills. However, my mother always would say that if I was going to spend money, I should spend it on dior make up, and classic cuts on clothing. I remember at school being bullied on mufti day because I only had hand me downs from older girls in my mums religion, so when I got older I was determined I would have items of beauty. I would buy magazines and collect pictures of stuff I loved, just high street things, but my mother would take me to see aquascutum, dior, burberry, and suddenly my tastes were much higher end. Sadly my budget isn't, and I'm in a quite a bit of debt, but beautiful clothes give me shivers and happiness, and I can only get that from fashion, where I don't get that same thrill from music so much these days. I am in love with fashion!