It's a bit all over the place, yeah ;D But as you said, I think that's okay. (my subjective opinion though, some people need it clean to get easy access to information as quick as possible - some people like it messy to get the best
impression)
A couple of notes though:
You have a very "messy" and spontaneous layout with pictures all over the place. In my book you can go for anything as long as you do it a hundred per cent. So if your site is messy, make it messier, if its clean, make it cleaner. You got a "messy" site - so why don't make a bit more messy? I don't mean spreading things around even more and putting in craazy colours etc though

The thing I was thinking about was your header, which is very clean (as clean as you can get with sharp orange, anyhow). Try and putting in image there, perhaps a self-made collage or something like that.
Also, go with a consitant colour-scheme. You don't use that many colours in your fonts, so please choose something else than red and orange, it's the two colours that does not work together AT ALL. Just imagine you're a superstar-fashion designer and choose the colors you want for THE dress in your collection. You wouln't make it red and organge
Also, I think you should make the right collumn (with the links and stuff) left-aligned to that you have one line (where the content ends and the right collumn begins) that connects the two. It will create some order in the chaos and tie it all together
Good luck

Hope that helped a bit