Oh honey, you're so not alone in this! However, I absolutely envy you! I am obsessed with magazines and as you already said, digital is cool when you're running a blog or want to save and organise pictures or see some pictures from issues that you don't have but nothing will ever change the feeling of holding a Vogue in your hands. I still remember the first time ever I received Vogue as a Christmas gift from a friend, I was 14 and it was British Vogue, Freja on cover. Absolutely mediocre, looking back at it, it totally s**ked. But I've never been so happy in my entire life, it was so overwhelming! The fashion, the beauty and all of the models and big photography. I'll never forget that.
Shortly after, I bought 9 carefully chosen issues of Vogue Italia, some of my favorite issues ever. I remember it included Kristen's controversial oil spill issue and the supermodels rehab issue. I spent around 100€ on the whole packet, with money I earned on my own. Going through that iconic rehab editorial in person, seeing my favorite models in bath tubs, being dragged over the halls, naked in the back seats and with their heads shaved. I'll never forget that feeling! It gave me such pleasure and joy it's just hard to describe. Shortly after I started buying books which had an even stronger impact and one thing led to another, I found myself buying someone's entire collection - 100kg of various Vogues from 2010 to today. I'll never forget the man's look when he carried out the boxes from the mail van. I've never been so happy in my entire life!
The thing is, buying old magazines in bulk is the only way I can have them. I don't have access to any fashion magazines anywhere near my city, ordering online results in paying 25$+ for a single issue and buying old magazines from eBay or Amazon books is just... such a pain in the a*s. I remember when I bought the Christian Dior anniversary book on sale for 60 pounds and I ended up paying over 100 because of the shipping. I don't work, I'm a senior year in high school and I quit doing what I used to do for money. My family isn't supportive and I've had a fashion drought for past six months or so. I'm trying my best not to spend 80$ on a single book from Amazon as a treat for Christmas and it's taking all the power I have in me (I'm saving for John Galliano for Dior book that's coming out next year).
Our addiction is expensive and it's useless - it's stacks of paper laying on our shelves - but what matters is that it brings us joy! We're happy when we can buy our favorite magazines and collect them and look through them. Everyone has a hobby, and this one is ours! People collect watches, stamps, coins and they invest fortunes in their collections. We are collectors of fashion magazines and we shall invest whatever the hell we want and can into it so what I have to say about your hopeless addiction is - you go, girl!