Why Yves Saint Laurent was never happy
                  As Pierre Bergé, partner of the great designer, prepares to auction their art    collection, he reveals YSL's struggle with depression   
                 
                                
                                                            By Celia Walden
                         Last Updated: 9:14PM GMT 29 Jan 2009
      
                    
		
		
	
	
                                      Partners for 50 years: the late Yves Saint Laurent with Pierre Berge                     Photo: John Van Hasselt/CORBIS SYGMA                     
         
     
  There are few female pleasures more finely distilled than slipping on a jacket    or dress made by a truly great designer. As one of the most revered stylists    of the 20th century, the late Yves Saint Laurent dispersed that joy    liberally and will continue to do so, through his designs, despite his death    in June last year. Now, the man who spent half a century as his lover and    business partner has revealed the cost of that creativity on the designer’s    mental health.  
  “Designing made him deeply miserable,” says Pierre Bergé, who co-founded the    YSL couture house with Saint Laurent in 1961. “Sadly, Yves was not built for    joy. He was an unhappy person who didn’t have a taste for life.    Occasionally, he was happy, but life was difficult for him. The depression    ran deep.” 
  We are in Bergé’s office on the first floor of the Fondation Saint Laurent on    Avenue Marceau to discuss his decision to sell off the art collection the    couple spent 50 years amassing. In what is being called “the sale of the    century”, 730 pieces – including Old Master drawings, Renaissance bronzes    and works by Ingres, Géricault, Frans Hals, Picasso, Matisse, Braque, Léger    and Mondrian – from Saint Laurent’s apartment will go under the hammer at    Christie’s next month. They are expected to fetch about £240 million.  
  Bergé, a sprightly 79-year-old, shakes his head serenely when I ask whether    selling the collection was a hard decision to make.  
  “Not at all. The second I knew that Yves was ill, condemned, I knew I would    sell everything,” he says, referring to the brain cancer that eventually    killed his partner. “I think that the day after the sale,” he pauses, “I    will feel liberated.” 
  Behind Bergé – a neat, impatient figure in pin-stripes – hangs an enormous    Warhol portrait of his late lover. “I did think about using the collection    to create a museum,” asserts Bergé, his voice veering from stern to    whimsical, “but it would have been too expensive and I am happy with my    decision.” 
  Throughout their fractious relationship, Bergé was often assigned the role of    decision-maker. The son of a tax official and a Montessori teacher from    Bordeaux, he is described by writer Alicia Drake as being “fascinated by the    idea of the artiste, the creator and the creative spirit”. Small wonder,    then, that when he first met 22-year-old Saint Laurent, then working as the    head designer at Dior, Bergé instantly fell in love with him.  
  He was, he recalls, “a strange, shy boy. He wore very tight jackets as if he    was trying to keep himself buttoned up against the world – he reminded me of    a clergyman, very serious, very nervous.” Six years older, with an    established reputation in le grand monde, Bergé had his own potent appeal.    “Everything I didn’t have, he had,” Saint Laurent later said. “His strength    meant I could rest on him when I was out of breath.”  
  Conscripted in 1960 to fight in the Algerian war, where he was brutalised, the    delicate Saint Laurent was committed to a mental hospital for electric shock    treatment and psychoactive drugs, something both Bergé and Saint Laurent    blame for his later drug dependency.  
  Only an appreciation of art provided any respite. “We never disagreed on what    we liked,” says Bergé, “and because it is all of such exceptional quality,    it all goes well together, despite being very different in style.” The    collection seems to epitomise Saint Laurent’s lifelong yearning for    joy.Legend has it that the flat on rue de Babylone was so packed full of    treasures that there were Monets hanging in the lavatories. True? Bergé    shrugs. “Well, yes.”  
  He and Saint Laurent began collecting in the 1970s, following the launch of    Opium (which became the world’s best-selling perfume, making them millions).    The collection seems to have provided the glue in a relationship which    periodically became unstuck. “In the end it all comes down to the need you    have for each other. Yves and I never split up,” he insists, despite reports    to the contrary. “We lived separately but we never split up.”  
  Bergé is unemotional about the couple’s decision to become civil partners    shortly before Saint Laurent was incapacitated by brain cancer. “We did it    not for romantic reasons but because we had lived 50 years together: it was    about achievement, and I had fought for it to be possible, so that    homosexuals would be allowed to leave things to their partners.”  
  Bergé is thankful that, at the end, Saint Laurent was not aware of his own    deterioration. “He didn’t understand the nature of his illness. He wouldn’t    have had the psychological courage to cope with it.” 
  He is adamant that both he and Saint Laurent were of the belief that “fashion    is not an art form”, although, he concedes, it “may take an artist to create    fashion”. Does that not denigrate Saint Laurent’s very genius? “Not at all,”    he argues. “Saint Laurent detested fashion.” I wait for the punch line.    “Style is what he liked.”  
  Would the two of them, for example, dissect a woman’s outfit when she walked    in the room? “Absolutely not,” he maintains, pained at my vulgarity. “We    believed that fashion was to be worn, not to be made into a catwalk show,    into theatre. It exists to dress women. Chanel may have given women liberty    but Saint Laurent gave them power. By putting women in smoking jackets, he    gave them the same confidence and possibility to affirm themselves as men. I    see Saint Laurent’s influence today everywhere – everywhere.” 
  The state of fashion today provokes wonderfully disparaging remarks from    Bergé. “These luxury brands are all sadly being bought by nouveaux riches    now: Russians or Arabs. There is a real monetary insolence out there at the    moment.” And what of the Italian high- fashion brands, I goad him,    remembering Bergé’s incendiary assertion that “Italians don’t make clothes,    they make spaghetti”. “Versace is nothing and now that he’s dead, it’s less    than nothing. And Cavalli’s no good either.” 
  Models such as Kate Moss, Victoria Beckham and Heidi Klum, who have created    their own ranges, are worthy of yet more derision. “I think it’s ridiculous.    It’s not because you were a model that you have any talent. Being a designer    is a big job, a great job, and one you have to work very, very hard for.    Which is why those 'model’ ranges don’t generally work and tend to die out    pretty quickly.” 
  He seems to have tempered his earlier opinion of current Yves Saint Laurent    designer, Stefano Pilati, about whom he was at first dubious. “He’s in a    difficult situation because if he copies Saint Laurent people will say he’s    talentless, and if he does personal things people will say he is not    faithful to the brand. But he seems to be doing OK.” 
  Bergé refers to his lover as Yves when we discuss his personality, and Saint    Laurent, (even, on occasion, Monsieur Saint Laurent) when we discuss his    achievements. This tells you all you need to know about the nature of their    relationship, where the pride and respect are so strong that banal,    sentimental love seems belittled in comparison.  
  “Next year, I plan to throw a huge retrospective in his memory at the Petit    Palais,” he says, shifting a little on his chair to show that the interview    should be wrapping up now.  
  In what ways does he miss Saint Laurent, eight months on? “In the little    ways,” he says. “Like the other day, I went to the opera and it was so    beautiful – and I missed him then because I couldn’t share that with him.”  
  
The Yves Saint Laurent and Pierre Bergé Collection is to be sold by    Christie’s in association with Pierre Bergé & Associates    Auctioneers on February 23-25 at the Grand Palais, Paris (christies.com)  
 
             
                                 
                                    
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